So what's the verdict, kids?
What's the conclusion?
This has always been a study of the ever entangling relationship between various forms of power and fear. I have been examining how my roles as editor, writer, and art student hold and are subject to both. I have discovered that fear is a powerful thing. Power can be a fearful thing. When administered with tact, criticality and awreness both can be used to nurture.
This started as an assessment of identity, a question of survival (which this experiment has done and answered). As I hoarded these memories in a practice of sentimentality and memory, I have learnt that I am a formidable woman. Repressed parts of me were unrepressed. I have always known who I am—editor, writer, art student—but what I hadn't understood was that these titles hold and are subject to power and fear.
I don't think I know where Moyé starts and where I end yet. My staff has taught be that I am the editor, the conductor of "a miracle of moving parts," and to do so I have to own my power. Relinquishing power is all well and good but if done in fear can inhibit me from doing my job.
The box is opened.
The poison identified.
The antidote administered.
The bird un-petrified.
From the ashes, the soft bird turned eagle awakens, leaving behind talons and feathers.